SILENCE

Why??? were you tired?? A soft and cold voice enters in my ears and i just opened my eyes slowly, a very old man was staring me, his eyes were full of lusciousness and a strange commemoration. Yes! i took a deep breath and spread my legs, Rawal lake was infront of me and i can see the forest on the bank of Lake welcoming the cool winds of Spring, i can see the sailing boats in the lake running slowly in the lake just like Butterfly. i can see the changing reflection of mountains in the lake.

Old man put his hand on my shoulder "Why" i also put my hand on his cold hand, i can feel his blood circulating in his hand "I am not feeling well, i am depressed i've a fire baloon inside me, a fire, a volcano which always try to come outside of me.

I feel my voice a very strange.thing.I shrink my legs, i put my hands on my neck and lean back and close my eyes.The old man remove his hand from my shoulder and i feel myself all alone in a burning desert.i opened my eyes perplexedly, the old man was observing the lake. he turned to me and smiled at me and point out the person who were sitting on the bench and said, " he is my elder brother "Ahmed" and with him our elder brother "Ali" is sitting. i lean forward and saw old men very much similar to him. they were observing the Lake and after that i also turned my face towards the lake.

Yes, so i was telling you that they are my brother. we were three childrens of our parents, Me,Ahmed and Ali. We are disable by birth. When Creator creates me, he forget to create my legs. i saw him very strangly and i found that he don't have legs.

When Creator creates my elder brother Ahmed, he forget to create his hands and when Creator creates my elder brother Ali. he forget to give him the eyes. he was talking continously, and i was shocked to see those people. I took a deep breath regretfully, he again put his hand on my shoulder. Our Parents are died and they left alot of property for us. We aren't married yet. I am 80, Ahmed is 78 and Ali is 70 years old.

We came here once in a month and stay here for an hour, we spent the whole life with this routine but we never depressed, we never get angry on Creator, we never said to him,"O Creator what was our sin?? why you disabled us?" and you he laughed at me and remove his hand on my shoulder, you can walk on your feets, you can see the whole world, you touch every thing, you can feel every thing. Look at my brother he point out his brother who were sitting on the bench,"My brother who is unable to see the darkness of the evening, forest, boats. he point out his another brother and said, he unable to touch things, he can't touch the things he didn't knows what happen when someone touched things? and me the unlucky person who never knows how to walk? how to travel? how to cover the distances? i don't have my legs he stoped and take a deep breath.

I also took a deep breath and the old man said to me"we should be depressed, we are uncomplete". Creator Blessed you, he creates you completely,  you are healthy, you are young, you are intelligent and you seems to be clever. Creator give you every thing but i am unable to understand your sadness, your depression.

I stopped him and said "i want to say something,but the situation, time and system didn't allow me". Old man laugh and claps and said with soft voice,"i tell you a periscription if you act on it you will get rid of the sadness my child, the biggest voice is "Hush" and the biggest protest is "Silence". When all voices become ineffective then become silent and when people become silent then God's voice begins, you should become silent and wait for God's voice. The old man stopped and whisper"Silence is the biggest curse,you can give it to anybody and then put everything on God you will be comfortable.