i was still shocked there were a lot of questions coming to my mind, how can i be in the "Hunza", why. he was still standing before me and said to me, "Do want a cup of tea?" as it was very cold weather in the valley and i accept his offer of cup of a tea.
we were having a tea and he said, "so, Junaid" and i was shocked to listen my name i said to him, "how do you know me? he smiled at me and said i know every thing about you my son. "Junaid" i know everything about you I've been with you since last 10years but you never noticed.
he was continuously smiling at me. I can see the river Hunza before me. he said to me why are you so depressed all the time, look he is my younger brother "Ali" he pointed out a person sitting near me. he said look he don't have eyes but still he can do everything what a normal person do. he don't even know what is light? he always saw dark, a infinite darkness in his whole life but he never lose hope.
he said, you writes what you observe, what you think and what you want, you give hopes to people by writing motivating articles but on the other hand, you, you are hopeless.
you give hope, you motivate people by writing motivating articles but you don't even know the real meaning of hope.
you seems to be intelligent but you never get rid of this hopeless attitude do you know how can you get rid of this hopeless attitude? I was speechless at that time.he smiled at me and said, "do you know what is hope?" you write a lot about it. I said,"i don't even know the real meaning of it." but I write about it because I saw my people are very hopeless.
he laughed at me and said," and you consider yourself a very hopeful person, a motivating person", he laughed.
"Do you think you've all the things which makes you a hopeful person". I was speechless.
he said," you didn't see anything in this world, you are just like a child who enjoys the little drops of rain and try to catch it in his arms."
I want to say something but the society and the culture didn't allow me i said, he smiled at me and said, "whenever the Society suffers from lack of motivation from a long time then they just compromise with it and this is the beginning of the destruction"
he said, "you can do everything but for that you've to bear the cruel attitude of the society but if you want to change that atmosphere, first you've to change your inner atmosphere, if you want to bring peace in your society,first you've to bring peace within you, if you want to bring happiness in your society, first you've to bring happiness in your own life and this is the formula for it.
After all this he whisper and I heard the Aazan of Fajr in my bedroom, I just opened my eyes and perform Namaz-e-Fajr but still I can't forget his formula for the change. I still saw him smiling at me and saying, "You can change but for that you've to change yourself".